Happy New Year 2012

2011 is now coming to the end. Hello 2012. May 2012 will bring us prosperity and better life. Happy New Year everyone!

Pic Source : 9Gag 

4 Different Guys in Your Life

There's always going to be those 4 different guys in your life

Source: Tumblr

Novel: Dracula The Un-Dead

I just finished reading the novel that I just bought 2 weeks back, Dracula: The Un-Dead. This is the offical sequel to Dracula by Bram Stoker. This sequel is written by Dacre Stoker and Ian Holt. I really enjoy reading this since I'm a fan of vampire and werewolves, yeah I'm a fan of Twilight and Underworld. Neither in Team Jacob or Team Edward. I just love the story.

Is Dracula really dead after being killed by the band of heroes and there's a gorgeous yet dangerous villain in the sequel. If Dracula came back, what will Mina Harker do? Addition to this novel is Quincey Harker, son of Mina and Jonathan Harker. It's like another perspective of seeing Dracula as we all call him a monster. I'm going to search for Dracula by Bram Stoker, the original version. Read it once but it's not Bram Stoker version.

So besides the novel, I'm looking forward for Underworld: Awakening and Breaking Dawn: Part 2. Yeah Part 1 is slow and focus more on Edward and Bella honeymoon but I bet Part 2 will be more interesting.

Rain for Christmas

Christmas is few days ahead. Just like other festival celebration, preparation will be done earlier. Since I didn't celebrate Christmas, I'm just gonna spend my holiday relaxing, watching movie and shopping. The Year
End Sales is still going on so spend while you can. So I just want to wish Merry Christmas to everyone out there who celebrate it. Have a wonderful time with your love one.

Oh ya! Matt, one of our colleague asked me and my friend. He's from England.
Matt: Is it always raining in the end of the year?
Me: Yeah Matt. We don't have snow so it always rains. So you have rain in stead of snow for Christmas.

Yeah peeps, Malaysia is a monsoon country so we don't have 4 seasons of loneliness here. Hmm! That sound familiar.

Can't wait for Christmas lunch this Thursday host by our company to the staffs at DoubleTree Hotel by Hilton. Free foods are always good.

I'm Against Bullying

The girl you just called fat... She's on diet pills. The girl you just called ugly... She spends hours putting makeup on hoping people will like her. The boy you just tripped... He is abused enough at home. See the man with the ugly scars... He fought for his country. The 14 year old girl with a kid, that you just called a slut... She got raped. That guy you just made fun of for crying... His mother is dying. People have already enough sorrow to deal with, please don't give them anymore just cause you wana crack a joke! Put this as your status if your against bullying. I bet 95% of you won't re-post, but I'm sure the people with a heart will :) ♥

Addition: The skinny girl that you call anorexia, is struggling to put on weight and happily eat anything without thinking of diet and starving herself.


Source: Unknown
Additional part is added by me.

My Proud Heart

We are not the only one with the heart broken. Some people even worse. If you've been played, stabbed, cheated, burned and broken, be proud of yourself and your heart. All these pains are the reason you grew stronger and wiser. Take this as the experience in your life. Be more careful when dealing and trusting people whether that person is a friend, lover or someone around you. Love your heart for bearing all the pains with you. Treat it well and trust it always.

Like this if you're proud of your heart.

Source: FB Share

Struggle for Your Future

Not everyone has to struggle. Some people are just lucky born and being fed with the silver spoon. The beauty of struggle that you have in your life is a valuable experience which is also your best teacher. You won't understand about something unless you experience it. Even though you were hurt, tears pouring, exhausted and until one point you feel like giving up, please don't stop. Just tell yourself 'It just a little bit and it's done.'

I struggle before in love and life but that what makes me stronger today. I learnt and I value whatever I've been through. Even Mr Hall and my parents are proud of me. That's why I keep telling myself.....

"Everything happens for a reason"

Stop Asking Me To Find Your Ex

We met but we're not meant to be. We learnt from each other and we moved on. So, stop looking for your X.

Source: Book of Quote

Polyvore: Mix and Match

Last time I was planning to cut my hair but I just go ahead and do rebonding, get a bang. Can't wait to go to saloon tomorrow to get my hair wash and get treatment. I really need that after few hectic weeks. I realize, I haven't really go for shopping. Yes I bought a jacket from Kitschen last week where I wore to office but I think I want to shop more. Do I hear sales going on? 70%? I'm on my way. (Running to the mall).

Oh ya! I get this craving more and more when I found this website. You can mix and match or you can view mix and match by other members. Plus you can survey the brand and and prices. Ever heard of Polyvore? Heard of it before from tumblr but never get a chance to explore. So I register myself and create my first mix and match. Just testing actually.

My First Set by elleelyssa featuring a cream cardigan

Cream cardigan
desireclothing.co.uk

Ruffle front shirt
allyfashion.com

7 For All Mankind skinny jeans
$180 - net-a-porter.com

Nicole Miller suede shoes
$595 - nicolemiller.com

Elliot Mann genuine leather handbag
€259 - styleserver.de

Mango round sunglasses
£20 - mango.com

I didn't really survey the brand but I kinda like the style. Those brands are expensive to me but I can always find something similar. At least I have an idea on how the mix and match will turn out to be. This website is so cool and you should visit. If you don't wanna register you'll be able to view only without access to create your own mix and match. I love this website. Thanks Polyvore!

My Love My Best Friend

I agree coz I already have my love who are always my best friend.

Breaking fast

Wow! Time moving so fast. Left only 10 days to the end of Ramadhan Al-Mubarak and we're going to celebrate Syawal aka Hari Raya Aidilfitri. I am so exicted. The last time I feel the 'balik kampung' heat was when I was studying but now, working lady is heading to people. Prepare a red carpet for me. Weee....

Fasting in unstable life is really challenging. I didn't get a chance to cook yet at home so I always break fast with foods that I bought at Ramadhan Bazaar or any restaurant. My favorite Bazaar will be the one at Shah Alam next to the stadium. But then Mr Hall and I manage to go there once only. Usually we will go to Putrajaya Bazaar. The reason I said Shah Alam is my favorite is because of all the legendary yummy foods are there. Let me give you one simple example, Popiah SS Ali. Wow, it's really mouth watering after having the big meal. I had Nasi Lemak that day and it was awesome.

The best part in Bazaar is you can see variety of foods that you might not be able to see everyday. Even some of the non muslim will go to Bazaar to buy all those yummy food. But then you really need to control yourself or you'll end up buying everything in the Bazaar. Luckily, Mr Hall and I manage to control each other from wasting food but really, it was tempting. Sometimes we will go to restaurant around Cyberjaya to
break fast. Owh yeah, food court in Alamanda also taste good. Except for the popiah. Maybe not my taste. Prefer SS Ali's.

I'm having a breaking fast dinner held by my company at JW Marriot later this evening. Oh-My-Goodies-2-shoes. This gonna be awesome. I can't stop thinking of the foods and the exictment later. And my stomach starting making sound. Shh.... my tummy baby, please don't sing so loud that my colleague next to my cube can even hear it.

KL Has Zombies?

Do you know that KL actually has zombies? You've seen it on movies, you've seen it on TV and you've seen it on DVD. Okay, you've seen it in Bluray.

*Making 'whatever' face*

Well these zombies can be seen early in the morning and in the evening. They won't disturb you or eat your flesh like Resident Evil or eat your brain like Zombie Kampung Pisang. They're more to lifeless and everyday you'll see a stampede of zombies. All the zombies moving from one place to another as they've been setup to do that everyday. Their mind has been controled.

All the zombies will be rushing to their destination so don't ever think of stoping them just for a chit chat. Be prepared to be ignored or being stared of without a word. These zombies will look exhausted and travel by transportation. They'll look worse in the evening and sometimes smells. You won't know if they're zombies cause they look like a normal human being, just like you.

At first I was scared. Especially on my first day survival. But I managed to survive and being home safely. Soon I've been infected but I never realize that. Until one day I told Mr Hall what I see everyday. How I survive among the zombies. And it's a shocked to me when Mr Hall said,

"Honey, you're one of them."

I am....

*trembling and slowly stand up*

....one of them. A working zombies.

Yes fellas, you'll be able to see working zombies every Monday to Friday during peak hour which is early morning that could be starting at 7am or earlier and in the evening starting at 5.30pm.

Working zombies travel by train where you can see the zombiness when they change from train to train and station to station. Salesperson, you've been warned not to interupt these zombies with your product and your so called dazzling smile. They might 'eat-you-alive'. But maybe you can try in the evening. Working zombies only see office in the morning and home in the evening. They are totally normal on Saturday, Sunday and Public Holiday. Or maybe some of them might turned out to be sleeping zombie on their off day as they'll sleep their life up.

You won't know who's surrounding you everyday. Or should I say, what. I am a freaking working zombie.

*Making peace sign with totally adorable face*



Wooooorrrkkinnngggg!

[Pics extract from google]

Good Old Days At High School

Can I reminisce bout my school day? When my close friends, my bestest friends and I always hang out together spending our time talking bout boys, clothes and how our future will be?

I still remember when I was in high school, I have to wake up early in the morning. Waiting for the school bus. Doze off in the school bus and sometimes even continue to doze off in the class. I'm surely a sleepy head. Once, I even slept on the table. Yes, on the table itself. Not only my head like we all used to do but the whole body, sleeping like a baby, snoring like a bull. That's what they said. Always being lazy when there's tones of homework to do but still manage to finish them up before I went to sleep.

Your problem at that time is how to live as a teenager without worrying about the money, place to life, how can you get your food, and again whether you have enough money to buy the food, when everything is sponsored by Daddy. Your only comitment is study and get a good result. But back then we never realize it. We're so worried that why boys doesn't want to take us as their couple, talking bout your crush with the boys, talking bout your secret admire, planning to sneak out at night so you can enjoy the night life with other so-called friends (I'm a goodie-two-shoes, never done that). But I still remember how much I value the money and safe some money whenever I want to buy something such as BSB, 911 and Spice Girls cassette. There's no CD yet at that time and also I manage to save some money after years to get a freaking awesome Sony Shockwave Walkman. If you're a teenager in 90's you know what I mean.

Mostly my dad will always buy books and novels. That's why I always love reading which I haven't done that recently due to my busy unstable new life. Blergh! I still remember how I sneak in the other room and try to connect to the Internet using Jaring and the modem making a noise. Fewh! Luckily Dad never heard that since he only allows me to use Internet 1 or 2 hours a day. At one time he even hide the modem cable so I won't be able to secretly online without his permission. Blergh again! And you know where he hide it? In his working bag. Daddy is so cute. *Making weird fake face*.

My comitment at that time is only study. I study hard but I guess I didn't study smart. I got good result for my PMR but my SPM was totally disaster. Despite of my frustration on my SPM result, I still missed my school time. I miss my friends that joke around and still become best and close friends until this very moments. We made each other laught, we annoy each other, we fight with each other but in the end friendship never end. I'm really happy that we still contact each other even though some of them are married and some busy with their kids but we still have time to say hello in FB, SMS and the latest BBM. I love you girls. I don't have to mention your name. You know who you are.

I'm reminiscing bout my good old day! OLD day? Err.... Nawwhhh!!!!! I'm still young. Oh yeah! Now since my office and my house are far away, I need to woke up early like I used to during school time.

Sleepy After Lunch?

I'm freaking sleepy right now and can't concentrate on the coding in my computer screen. I'm always sleepy expecially after lunch. I guess it might be something related to me not having enough blood in my body but most of the people felt like what I'm feeling now. I'm gonna snooze off anytime....
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.... Then suddenly....

*Head bangs on the table.*

Shocked of what was just happen just now and pain on the forehead, I'm suddenly fresh and the sleepiness went away. How does other collegues react to what happen? I don't know. Coz I'm lying. Weeee.... (making cute face with peace sign)
It almost happen okay. That's why no matter how sleepy I am, I will remind myself not to snooze off and make that fantasy happen. I can't imagine that the whole floor will be staring at me with the "whaaatttt???" face. They will talk about it all of your life even when you're dead.
"That's the girl who bang her head on the table."
You won't want people to say that would you? So I start google to find out why do we feel sleepy after lunch and found this interesting article in WikiHow. I thought of sharing it with you.

Steps

1. 
   

   Not the way to impress your boss!
   Understand what it is that is probably making you feel sleepy after lunch. There are three main reasons for sleepiness post-lunch:
   • The food you have eaten is diverting your blood for the digestion process. While natural, depending on what you eat, this process can increase your energy levels, or it can cause sluggishness. The following steps will explain in detail which foods to choose for lunch and what to avoid. In particular, sugary foods increase the blood sugar levels more than normal, causing your pancreas to release insulin. In turn, the insulin triggers tryptophan, which gets converted into serotonin in your brain, a neurotransmitter that makes you feel sleepy.^[3]
   • You haven't had enough sleep. Lack of adequate sleep affects both your digestive system's effectiveness and your energy levels.
   • You are unfit, or you have an illness. If you aren't physically fit, if you're avoiding exercise, or if you have a medical condition or illness, your afternoon energy levels may be impacted negatively. Sometimes this can be remedied by getting in shape, but you will need to speak with your doctor about any underlying issues.
2. 
   
   Eat a good breakfast. Never skip this meal; it sets the energy standard for the rest of the day. Make healthy food choices such as wholegrain breads and cereals, fruits, and yogurt, to provide you with sustained energy for the morning. Eating breakfast helps you to feel less tempted to resort to unhealthy food choices at lunchtime and increases your physical and mental well-being throughout the day. A Cardiff University study showed that regular consumption of breakfast cereals can reduce the stress hormone cortisol, providing another good reason to start the day with healthy food.^[4]
3. 
   
   Watch what you eat. The contents of your lunch will have a large impact on your afternoon's energy levels. The following suggestions may help you to reduce post-lunch slumping:
   • Avoid fast food. Most fast food is junk food, packed full of fats, sugars, salts, preservatives, and flavor enhancers. It tastes great on the spot and it feels like an energy boost but it has filled you with calories that lack nutrients, and is a very unhealthy fuel for your body. Fast food will spend the rest of the afternoon letting you down with a thump and there is no coming up again.
   • Avoid sugar and flour. As delicious as buns, croissants, muffins, and cakes are, as well as a pasta meal, these are all energy slump-inducers in disguise. Gabe Mirkin, MD, recommends avoiding pastries, pasta, and baked goods if you want to stay awake, as their high flour and sugar content will bring on drowsiness. Choosing unprocessed over processed or refined foods is a guaranteed healthier way to feeling better after lunch.
   • Eat low-carb, high-protein food for lunch. You will feel more awake. Post-lunch drowsiness from a body flooded with insulin to process that carb-rich lunch you just ate can be prevented by eating carefully. Kristie Leong, MD, recommends avoiding potatoes, white rice, pasta, and any sugary foods (such as candy and desserts) because these cause a rapid rise in your insulin levels, which also increases the serotonin levels in your brain.^[7] Since serotonin is associated with sleep, it stands to reason that you'll soon be feeling drowsy. Instead favor the following food types:
     • Low-carb vegetable choices include: Sprouts, green beans, lettuce, mustard greens, radicchio, bok choy, sea vegetables, cabbage, mushrooms, radishes, celery, avocado, cucumbers, broccoli, cauliflower, bell peppers, summer squash, zucchini, bamboo shoots, onions, tomatoes, artichokes, carrots, water chestnuts, pumpkin, etc.^[8]
     • Low-fat choices include: Beans, nuts, soy, and whole grains.^[9]
   • Eat healthy mid-afternoon snacks. Good snacks to reach for mid-afternoon are those that won't deplete your energy but will boost it. That means avoiding the temptation to fuel yourself on a chocolate bar and choosing instead a piece of fruit or wholegrain crackers.
4. 
   
   Eat less. A large meal takes more effort to digest. As a result, your blood is diverted to digest the meal properly, resulting in less oxygen and nutrition reaching your brain during the digestion process.^[10]
5. 
   
   Skip the wine or beer with lunch. Unless it's a special occasion and the afternoon's already a write-off (those rare afternoons when the boss says you can all wander off home early because tomorrow's a celebration holiday), avoid having alcohol with lunch. Alcohol is a sedative and even one glass will leave you feeling fatigued for the remainder of the day.
6. 
   
   Curb your caffeine intake after lunch. Although caffeine is renowned for its ability to improve our alertness, it can become a case of diminishing returns if you need to keep increasing the dosage because its effect has lessened over time. Needing to up the caffeine is unhealthy because you can easily end up having too much caffeine, crashing quickly after it wears off each time, and ultimately you risk developing a caffeine addiction. Switch to decaffeinated or non-caffeinated drinks to get you through the afternoon. Water is an excellent choice, as it is also important to keep well hydrated throughout the day. As an added bonus, it provides you with an excuse to stroll to the water cooler now and then.
7. 
   
   Exercise. After eating, it is a good idea to get out and do some light exercise. Take a walk for a few blocks, do some basic stretches, use the stairs instead of the elevator, or do a few jumping jacks in the restroom — whatever you can think of that fits with your schedule and location. Light exercise after eating will help get your blood flowing and will help to ward off fatigue.
8. 
   
   Sleep adequately. Sleep is vital for good functioning. If you're not getting enough sleep at night, it makes sense that you'll start running out of energy by mid-afternoon. Be sure to get enough sleep. Avoid eating food that gives you indigestion through the night, and if you suffer from the need to get up and go to the bathroom during the night, ease up on drinking liquids close to bedtime.
9. 
   
   See your doctor. If you're suffering from excessive drowsiness after eating lunch, even if you're taking the measures suggested above, it's important to see your doctor for a full checkup. There are medical conditions that can cause drowsiness, including iron or other nutrient deficiencies, insulin resistance or diabetes^[11], hypoglycemia, or other medical problems. Diagnosis and treatment is something only your doctor can do.
10. 
    

    Notice what habits make you sleepy in a "food/mood diary".
    Notice what habits make you sleepy in a "food/mood diary". Write down when you feel drowsy, what you ate, whether you had exercised or not, how well you slept the night before, and any other factors that might be involved. Do this over a week, and at the end of the week, analyze the data you have recorded. Look for patterns so that you can learn to avoid any habits that cause drowsiness problems for you

 Source taken from WikiHow.

The problem is, when I'm hungry I can't look at what I'm eating and start calculating whether this will make me sleepy or not. As long it satisfy my tummy, that's it. But you have to pay for it, not the money, but being sleepy after lunch.

Cut It Out

I wanna cut my haiiirrrrr.......
I wanna cut my hairrr....
I wanna cut my hair....

*Singing with I wanna Hold Your Hand by Beetles melody

I really wanna freaking cut my hair. My hair is totally dry and dying. I've been saving and keeping the hair long so I can make a bouncy mouncy hair but turn out to be that I have not enough vitamin in my body right now and couldn't really take care of my hair. So, I decided to cut my hair. Blergh! It's hair people, it will grow back.

I still can't decide what kind of hairstyle I should make. First of all I should do rebonding so I can have a straight and silky smooth hair. (Try to say this sentence with Zohan's accent.) Should I make a bob haircut? No, not your friend Bob's haircut. Whoever he is. What I'm referring to this kind of Bob haircut.

Like this?

Or this? Aouuuu... she's dope!

Or the fashionista!

Owh or I was thinking to cut my hair just like my sis.

Mimin: Do you always have to make us looks like twins?
Me: Can't I? (Making the cutest puppy eyes)
Mimin: Whatever. (Fake talk-to-the-hand pose and continue busy with her BBM)

I can't wait for my salary coz there's a lot of things in my to do list which required the source with "RM" sign in front. The reason all of us working is to earn money and to survive. Especially in this current competitive surrounding. The groceries price rise up but the salary is still the same. Duh!!!

Waiting for my first salary is like waiting for my first job salary. Don't get confuse ya! I still remember the money that I earn by working. It's just an allowance the company gave you when you're doing your Industrial Training there but hey, not all company gives you allowance when you're doing Industrial Training. Only few companies and usually will be MNC company. I still remember the first time my hand holding the RM500 notes, felt........ like everyday I'm shuffling..... (LMFAO Party Rock background music).

Since I was broke for few months of getting a job with way too low salary where even the factory operator get more than me. I'm having bad hair day everyday and can't wait to cut it short. Easy to manage, healthier hair and ready to go. I do look messy now even I can't stand to see myself in the mirror. Get it away from me. (Drama)

So it's up to next week, when I cash out my first salary of my third job. Third job? Time flies fast.

Hey you: Pics are all extract from google. Still can't decide which haircut I should choose.

My Weight and I

I just can't understand why people always talk about your weight. Since I was younger, it always "Why are so skinny?" and the way look at me like I'm an alien or the only skinny person in the world. First of all, I'm petite. I have a small body frame. When you look at my hands, you'll see that it's small and skinny. Should I show you my flabby tummy to shut you up?
I'm the type of person who metabolism works really fast and it burns a lot. Maybe because of that I tend to feel hungry. I have to take vitamins or other supplement just to gain weight. And I realize that once I start aging, I could gain few weight. Sometimes it stressed me out when people keep asking me the same question and talk about my weight. I'm healthy and I'm not suffering of anorexia. People can be really irritating sometimes. I try to get as healthy as I can but it's hard for me to gain weight but it's easy for me to lose the weight.

When people talk about you weight it could bring down your self-esteem whether you're fat or skinny. Well I might be skinny but I still have curve. This kind of stress sometimes will make people obsess with being skinny or even worse takes their own life for being insecure with their own looks. I always motivate my friends. Opposite of my so called skinny problem, she's chubby. I don't to call fat. But sometimes to the people I hate. (I'll behave myself). I always told her, you can work out for your weight but stop hating yourself. The funny thing is, the one who call her fat is also the same size. Blergh! Human. 

As for Khloe Kardashian below, I agree with her. I watched this episode. Especially when you're a girl, don't let other people bring you down because of your looks. Love yourself!

[Image from tumblr]

Just put this in your mind girls!

Conversation with Mr Hall

A conversation with Mr Hall on my special day last year.

I guess pictures says it all..

Presenting Ruby Warmth

Now I present to you my first baby. TeeHee....

Ruby is the first Teddy given by Mr Hall! Her name is Ruby Warmth!

Why Ruby? Well it's taken from an otter from Lost World of Tambun which is so cute. We're into otters and I'm not sure why. Maybe coz they're cute? You know what, they do.

[pics from google]

Aren't they adorable?

When our eyes meet

When our eyes meet,
I can feel the warm of your heart,
Flowing deeply into mine,
Flowing through your beautiful eyes….
When our eyes meet,
I can feel the love covering me,
Flowing through your eyes,
Become a shield for my soul….
When our eyes meet,
Each time we look into each other,
That’s where our love keep growing,
And remain there until the end…

Lazy notes

These few days I feel so exhausted. I enjoyed my vacay with my families in  KL. Meeting my beloved cousins. But going back to KL earlier this week is really exhausted. I'm still recovering from the tiredness. Felt like sleeping for few days. And by that time people will think I'm already dead. Anyone tried to sleep for few days before? I bet no one never did. This is a lazy entry from me. I got 1 good news for Mr Hall and waiting for another good news from my side. Wish me all the best in whatever I'm planning y'll.

(pics extract from google)

When I'm Exhausted and Yet Still Typing

I'm actually exhausted but still in the mood of typing. I've been depressed with my life and myself lately but when I look around me, I tell myself to be grateful with what I have. Even though I face a lot of difficulty that other people won't understand, I still the love one around me. Especially Mr Hall. Since the 999 tragedy, he's always with me and give me all the support that he can. And he always pampered me. It's so nice to have someone who loves to pampered you and loves you so much that you keep telling yourself, yes it's happening.

Sometimes we do fight and mad at each others' annoying attitude but love is stronger than everything. Not seeing him for only few days really drag me into loneliness. Just imagine having to live without him? I don't even what to think about that. He's not just a lover, he's my soulmate and always be my best friend. I can share everything with him. And I'm sharing my whole life, my whole world and me with him.

I'm not the person who flirts around and having crush here and there with the guys but when I love somebody, I love him with all my heart and soul. Thank you Mr Hall for helping me mending my broken heart. The pains are sometimes there but with a look from your eyes and touch from your hand, all the pains seems to be swept away. Loving you is something that i can't even be explained.

Showdown 2011 Here We Come

I never missed Showdown 2010 last year. Yeah, I'm so into dance and love it since I was younger. But this year Showdown 2011, I rarely able to watched it since I'm kinda busy lately but my family never miss watching it. Currrently I'm watching it again on 8TV. Gosh! I should be sleeping by now since tomorrow is working day. But I can't help it and I want to watch my favorite group, HMC Phlow. They were amazing last year and still amaze me this year.

Why I love Kimora Lee Simmons

If you know her reality show, Kimora: Life in the Fab Lane, you'll know her. I watched the series from first season. Ming and Aoki were still small and cute. I love to watch how a model, mogul and a mom manage her life, career, business and family. She's the idol for most of the woman.

I love the way she treat her kids. She always explain to them whenever they ask her about question. Not like other regular mum that will ask her kids to shut up when they ask her questions or maybe create an imaginary story which is a total lie to the kids. I don't have kids, but I try to follow Kimora's approached by explaining things to my lil brother. You know kids, they will ask a lot of questions and don't forgot, you were kids too. In my opinion, they better get the correct information from us rather than other sources like friends or Internet that can lead them to wrong information or wrong interpretation. The famous question is

"Mummy, where do baby comes from?"

Well, it's hard to explain exactly how the baby come from but at least use something that is logical rather than telling the kids,

"Baby came from the moon."

I love how Kimora struggle from being the kids that people like to pick on just because of her height and she's mix of Japanese-Korean (mom's side) and African-American (dad's side). Unlike in Malaysia we're proud of being mix with more than one race but in US they call her Oreo. Karl Lagerfield was her tutor when she became one of Chanel's model. She met Russell Simmons, owner of Phat Farm and she open another line called Baby Phat. After Russell sold Phat Farm, Kimora has been promoted as the Creative Director of Baby Phat. She open another line after that which is KLS.

 

[Image extract from google]

That's a lot of story about her but you can read the rest in Wikipedia. She could be fierce with her staff but she appreciated them. I love to watch the show in E! especially when back to back series is aired. That's what I love bout KLS.

Nobody to Somebody

I love writing. And sometimes the inspiration just come by and you feel like you wanna write it down. what I do if no pen and paper, not in front of laptop? I wrote it in my phone notes. So I won't forget it. And if it's sweet, I will write it down in SMS and sent it to Mr Hall.

We try to be somebody. Maybe somebody that you imagine to be when you were younger or somebody that you never imagine you could be. It depends on how you plan your future and whether it go with the flow or turn out to be another way. But let us pray it'll turn up to something better. I was nobody when I was younger, somebody for sometimes and currently nobody. I'm saying in term of career. But in life I'm somebody's daughter, sister and lover.

When you feel like you're losing something in life, look again around you cause you still have a lot of people loving you. There are things that you lost and you could gain back but there's also something that you lost and you will never get it back. Like death, you'll lose that person forever. Similar as trust. Trust is like a mirror. Once it shattered, even you put it back together, it won't be the same. Appreciate what you have cause you won't know when you're going to lose it.

I'm Not Cinderella

Cinderella by Tata Young

When I was just a little girl

My momma used to tuck me into bed and she read me a story

It always was about a Princess in distress

And how a guy would save her and end up with the glory I’d lie in bed and think about the person that I wanted to be

Then one day I realized the fairy tale life wasn’t for me

[Chorus]

I don’t wanna be like Cinderella

Sittin’ in a dark old dusty cellar

Waiting for somebody, to come and set me free

I don’t wanna be like Snow White waiting

For a handsome prince to come and save me

On a horse of white, unless we’re riding side by side

Don’t want to depend on no-one else

I’d rather rescue myself

Someday I’m gonna find someone who wants my soul, heart and mind

Who’s not afraid to show that he loves me

Somebody who will understand I’m happy just the way I am Don’t need nobody taking care of me

I will be there for him just as strong as he, will be there for me

When I give myself then it has got to be, an equal thing

[Chorus]

I can slay, my own dragon

I can dream, my own dreams

My knight in shining armour is me

So I’m gonna set me free

I like this song. Such an inspiration. The first time I heard this song is by Cheetah Girls then by Tata Young. Not sure who is the original singer but as I know none of those two. Well, I used to believe in fairytales when I was younger and I believe the phrase “… and they lived happily ever after.” I believe that someday i will meet my Prince Charming.

If you asked me now, Fairytale is bullshit and Prince Charming does not exist. I don’t know which generation you are but in now generation, you can’t just sit and wait to rescued. You have to rescue yourself. Other people can only help. In the end it depends on you. Fairytale has its moral value where you need to fight to get “happily ever after”. Please people I’m not a fairytale hater. I love fairytale but life is not fairytale. Life is a reality. Once you fall nobody gonna pick you up or so-called rescue you.

Prince Charming! All my life, I’ve been waiting for my Prince Charming. He will come and save me from this cruel life. But it does not exist. No matter how long I’ll wait Prince Charming never show up. I love my man the way he is. I never wanted him to be the Prince Charming. Coz he is special in his own way. Something you can feel but you can’t describe. That is him. Prince Charming is too perfect and will never exist in this life. Like I said people can help you but you are the one who will rescue yourself. You are the knight in shining armour. Since I was young I keep rescuing myself. We can never depend on any man or anybody else.

If you feel life is cruel, the only person that you rescue you is YOU! Rescue yourself now.

Me In The Maze

Me In The Maze? Why?
Have you ever wonder that through our life, we’re in search of finding the correct and the best way to our goal. Depends on the goal that you want to achieve in your life and please people make it a good one. What ‘m saying is our life is like in a maze. Some of us have to struggle and some are so lucky they can get everything they want. But when it’s hard to get something that you want, that is when you will learn from your teacher, the Experience. I gotta say experience is the best teacher. You can learn a lot of things in this life but it’s all depends on you.


I’m not one of the lucky person that gets everything that I want easily. I have to go through a lot of things and it ain’t easy. But I always be patient and try my best to achieve something that I really badly. I might not get the exact things that I want but sometimes it’s better than what I ever dream of. That’s why you need to work on what you want in your life and how it’s going to be. You dream of being somebody when you’re still a kid and when you grew up, you turned up to be somebody else. Somebody better.
It’s hard to find a right path in the maze coz they’ll be a lot of people tryna bring you down. That’s when you need to be strong. A strong person will secure himself/herself from any harm. Protect yourself from being insecure. That is what other people want. They want you to stop moving forward, break down and cry.

If you can protect your computer, why can’t you protect yourself?

*Images extracted from Google.

Secure Browsing in Facebook using Https

I was browsing the Facebook one day and notice my friend's status 'Dev.. is now using the secure HTTPS browsing mode in Facebook'. Apparently he was kind enough to share how he change the configuration in Facebook that allow you to browse in a secure environment. Why? Because there are lots of fraud in the internet and you might be browsing a fake website. Usually internet online banking will use the secure browsing so you know that you're in the correct website, not the fraud website. So fellas, follow the steps below.


1. Click Home. (I assumed you already log in toFacebook)

2. Click Account > Account Settings.
3. Under Settings, scroll down to Account Security and click Change.
4. Tick the checkbox Browse Facebook on a secure connection (https) whenever possible.
5. Click Save.



So, once you login into Facebook,you'll be able to see in the address bar, Facebook URL will be https in stead of http. This is secure browsing.

Thanks Devster for the tips.

Facebook News Feed not showing everyone?

Hey all! Ever wonder you always see the updates of the same people. What happen to others? Have they forgotten you? Are you invisible to them? It's not because of that, it's actually a setting in Facebook that only shows the updates of the people you recently interact. How to change the setting to see updates from all your friends in the list? Just follow the steps below.


1. Login into Facebook. (Obviously you have to do that).
2. Click Home. (By default it will show Home)
2. Under News Feed scroll until the end of the page.

3. Click Edit Options.
4. Under Show posts from, select All of your friends and pages.
5. Click Save. 

Well after this, you won't miss any updates from your friends. Try it out fellas! 

The Beginning

I decided to open back an english blog. I have one in Malay but not everyone especially the one not from Malaysia knows Bahasa Malaysia. So I decided to create another blog in English. At the same time I can improve my English, yes?

I might take few entries from my entry in another blog and make it full English in here. So anyone who like my blog you can follow this blog and even if you're a silent reader, I still appreciate you for stopping by.Enjoy your reading here!